Tough times...

So...here i go complaning about a job...again!! Today i recieved a call about the job at the vet at Petsmart. She offered me the job but i don't want it! She asked if i would come in Friday and just follow everyone around an i said sure!! Once i got off the phone i got just a little depressed...because i don't want to work at a vet. I have put in so many applications and they are the ones to call me back...urg!! I just want to take the job because i feel so bad that i am not helping JB out, he says thats it ok, but i still feel horrible! I want a job but i don't want one in a vet! I don't know what to do, i have put in so many applications, i guess all i can do is wait....